the hiatus ends

i'm developing a sort of love-hate relationship with computers.i can feel my eyes just melting under all the radiation stuff coming from the crazily bright screen.after hours and hours of clicking and blinking away,i don't really know why i'm even online now.burning my corneas up.

just watched it's a boygirl thing.quite nice,but totally cliche.worth only 2.5 stars.passable.gossip girl is wayy better.

i wanted to blog about my working experience tonight,but honestly now i not only don't know where to start,but also don't even feel like doing it.i have to soon,nicely,for carol,but for myself i've been having flashbacks of first coming to bccsc looking for something temporary whilst i found a better job elsewhere.then i thought that perhaps a job with the kids would be good and fun,plus a chance to make new friends in a very non-working environment.but who should have thought things turned out quite differently.i lend up in the office,and despite initially thinking this so wasn't my kinda thing,it became a very very important avenue for my artistic endeavours,all just waiting to happen before all this.developed friendships that have since altered my mindsets and behavioural tendancies,taught me things about fellowship i would have never figured out myself.i actually found a job where i'm needed,and what i can offer is important.isn't that so great?

but i have to admit that i am pretty stressed out,to what degree is for you to guess.i do not like this feeling.i mean,tons of ppl are out there slacking their guts out before school starts and the big mad rush starts again.the pressure to be cool.the pressure to start off well.the pressure to have a fantastic social life.and for me now,it's the pressure to wrap up my old life and start planning for the new.guhhhhh.

I NEED RELEASE.