Monday, March 24, 2008

going the distance

one week of march left.in a way,time is passing pretty slowly.this week felt so draggy and in low spirits.i'm hoping for more excitement and out-of-ordinary activities this week.who can make my dreams come true?

the jonas brothers song is making me emo! it's so whiney but it actually grows on you.i'm also worrying about my interview at smu this saturday,though mark is trying to alleviate my anxiety.i hate interviews.i'm so painfully shy man.not that it's any use saying that because no one believes me but it's true.i hate interviews.

the braces aren't helping,let me tell you.everyone keeps making fun of me because of them.it's a bit...sad.i didn't know it was that bad.

a note to myself: get back in touch with God.i've been letting Him just hang this week.more consumed by my moody self and rebellious streak.it's all strange and new.i am so hate-able now.as in,you could hate me real easy.i keep snapping and getting annoyed at the slightest thing.i kinda more or less figured out the reason why,but i think it's time to stop being childish and human and try to do things a little more WWJD.

i gotta go sleep already cos i haven't been getting much of that at all these few days,and may just fall sick again if i continue pressurizing my poor mind to work in energy-starved conditions.have to remind darryl that i exist before he forgets me tomorrow morning.but just a little something i was turning over in my mind yet again - the true test of how much a person means to you would really be the distance you are willing to go,and the sacrifices you are so quickly ready to make,just to be with that person.it sounds silly and overused but i think there's a great deal of truth in that statement.

goodnight world.

"If a man could be in two places at one time I'd be with you." 
- If, Bread (a song by a band)

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