Friday, January 18, 2008

i can't take the

okayyyy UPDATES on my life even though nobody's listening!

i've been hired by church and in a week ill become a church worker(: hooray.everyone's happy about that.but i'm definitely scared to a pretty large extent about working with problem teens.i cannot imagine what i'm gg to do if they like make fun of me,insult me..gosh.don't want to think about that part.but the whole idea about working in church is already fun,tho i'm very sad that i wun be able to keep my job with aunty sk.i love working in the tuition centre!!!!

actually come to think of it,i don't really know why i'm offering to work with troubled teens esp since i'm so scared of people above the age of 10.they can be very insensitive and immature and i hate putting myself right in the line of fire..even with people my age.but then again i guess the world's like that too with adults.who are even more bitchy and nasty.hmm.

uhhhhm,my father offered to let me fly to egypt to meet him next next week for a week,but that means i'm going to have to postpone my 'start work' date by another week...omg i really want to see egypt though.except for the fact that my dad wants to climb mount sinai and i don't really want to.for obvious reasons.i've this feeling i'll chicken out again,from going to egypt altgt,that is.feel very bad if i had to tell mandy i wldn't be able to start work for another 2 weeks...

rachel challenged me yesterday to get a date for valentine's! very interesting challenge.that i don't want to take up.but to anyone out there who is willing to take the challange.do try! (: you cld even ask me out so i can win the challenge too,without trying.and someone please ask rachel ho out.must be cute and love art.

i have work tomorrow morning and will be bringing someone to church if everyth goes smoothly so yep,see everyone tmr again.i have yet to bring myself to skip YC.i do feel like not waking up early on sunday tho.bahhhh.

i am so tired out.

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