u an dm e

and I've always lived like this
keeping a comfortable distance
up until now I had sworn to myself
that I'm content with loneliness
'cos none of it was ever worth the risk

but you are
the only exception

my almost,my might have been,
i thought i was done missing you
but it turns out you seem to be the hardest to forget
i was cured of the misery everyone else brought me
but you are still a very fresh ache,
a very familar pain inside me.
you are the only unfinished business,my friend.
you were the only one i'd loved this way.
i loved you before i knew how to love,
i loved you even when i loved other people.
i loved you without knowing i loved you.
i loved you despite thinking i would never love you.
and in the corner of my psyche,
i miss you everyday.