back to God's good friend

i hope that when all this is over,as in,my little dramatic life,God will point to me as i enter heaven and go "hey that's my good friend Joanne/Jonk/that naughty girl!what took you so long man!"

i always loved to think about God as colloquail.(:hee.fact is,i talk to Him as i would a really good friend,a buddy.recently i've been trying to include Him in all aspects of my life,so that just in case i was in some manner slipping away from Him because of all the drama and misery,He won't lose touch with who i was and vice versa.

"Dear God,he is SO CUTE." something along those lines.

anyway last night i finished zenzele lit essay,and more.i got back with Jesus.thanks to david really,who gave me an unexpectedly fantastic pep talk,either that or i just listen to him alot since i trust him and the 5 years of friendship we've had.come to think of it he's one of the few ppl on earth who really understand the way i function.thus my week draws rapidly to a close,and i have hope today on my shoulders with wings.as april speeds by and stress mounts..the only one who can get me through all this is God.i better remember that and not break into little bits again.

"Dear God,please help me through this week.be with me every moment of my days,that i may experience your loving guidance in each step i take.bless others through me and give me a good week(: with meaning,with good memories,and joy of my salvation." <3 Jonk 090407. [Monday]

definitely came to past.

"The very same God that spins things in orbit
Runs to the weary, the worn, and the weak
And the same gentle hands that hold me when I'm broken
They conquered death to bring me Victory

Now I know, my Redeemer lives
I know, my Redeemer lives
All of creation testifies
This life within me cries
I know my Redeemer
He lives"