yet another friday

it's slightly hilarious how i spend every saturday feeling upset that the weekend,though barely started,is also almost over,because then i'll have to spend sunday feeling hopeless because another week of a Friday will come again and ill have PE in the morning which will force me to feel bad about not running enough to save my life plus get me all sweaty (and with that black hair spray) i'll have to bathe super fast (something im not known to ever do).

i hate running.

but the irony of it is that most tuesdays or wednesdays il be down at the club running to save my life so that i won't feel so bad by friday that im feeling so unexercised and lazy,and also a very slow runner.i think Fridays spoil my week.its like this stain on my otherwise happy life that wouldn't go away.it more or less,you could say,serves as a reminder that i suck at running.

omg.

besides the point that that was an extremely weird bout of honesty coming from the influence of reading too many blogs that spew 'i'm an 18 year old and somehow enjoy my everlasting freedom of everything'.i wonder what ppl feel like after reading my entries.tai-tai?philosopher?fantastic blogger? HMM.

okay so im more inspired to think im not the only person who hates PE out there,because my class loves it,and i must pretend to like it.i mean it IS fun after i get thru the thousand rounds mr seet requires us to do,when the games start..but the fact that napha is somehow in 2 weeks (i bet) i bet that we'll run a lot tomorrow.

sigh.

SIGH doesn't even encapsulate how melancholy i am envisioning my state tmr.

what if he takes timing?!?!?!

i went to sleep just now in the full knowledge that my thursdays are slack and so are fridays (except for PE).iv given up the desire to be good and show up for third period PE,especially after mock napha where i passed everything EXCEPT RUNNING.which is so old news already.i mean seriously.

tomorrow,mr lim's not going to be around so i won't be dreading malfi classes because i personally find them boring (no insult to mr lim i just hate malfi).also,i think (and hope,like everyone who hates malfi classes with mr lim) we'll be joining mr ho's class which in more ways than one is going to make my day.daryl already kicked my chair last friday.but did i mention how damn good mr ho is? oh,right.

i have some lit h2 worksheet to annotate.how do you annotate the scene descriptions of plays?!

but that's all for tonight before i sullenly tuck myself into bed with my PE bag on the floor.

tomorrow awaits.all the best of hoping and praying!