tlc is so over,but the 'chasing waterfalls' song brings back memories haha.i remember some ppl were so crazy over it.well,it is pretty catchy.and geography sounding.oh bleagh.
"don't go chasing waterfalls,please stick to the rivers and the lakes that you're used to."
now you're telling me..
okay actually i don't totally get what the song is talking about,but i'm guessing it's about how i should lower my standards instead of chasing after absurd dreams.be realistic.
school's starting tomorrow after a week of national day closure.i sense some world-weariness stirring within my tired heart.this is as exciting as reality can get.
i want to tell you everything,but only if you'll listen.
this must be the way God feels about me.He has so much to talk about,so much to share.He wants me to know everything i can possibly understand.hear about His life,be happy with Him.be sad with Him,learn about the stuff that bugs Him.intimate details,funny slices of life.yet all i do,is respond with barely a 'haha',sometimes a forcefully understanding 'i see,okay'.and God's struggling to communicate,have a two-way heart-to-heart thing over here.but i don't seem interested in what He has to say.like what He's trying to tell me isn't worth a second thought,needless to say a deep ponder..not even a proper reply that shows that i'm giving back,interacting,loving every moment we're having this discussion.i'm too busy to stop and talk,honestly.that's what i reason at least.God's important,yes.but He's always there,He can hold on while i get my life back here straightened out right?He knows i've got loads on my mind,my heart..i can't just put down everything and talk about it,can i?talking never solved anything.these are my problems.this is my life.God can wait.my words,my body language,my input to the conversation He's trying to start - they only say one thing.I don't have time for this God.and there goes the precious moment.every life-changing,burden-sharing,strength-giving thing God could have told me if i was just willing to shut up,get in-tune,and wait upon Him..i miss it all.but it isn't too long before sweet reality kicks in and shoves me back into combat mode.and God quietly says,"anymore,and you could have fallen in love with me."
why didn't i see it earlier?God likes me.
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