think i've learnt to stop expecting things.because expecting things have been proven time and time again to only hurt you.i'm thinking..thinking..seeing..believing..wishing..
i don't even know how to describe the state i have fallen in..drifted into.i may be praying,but not expecting.
at times i forget what life used to be like,taste like,smell like.how faith is spelt.
you can go on with your life,float on it,enjoy it.relish in its metricious beauty,limitless wonder.be stupefied,petrified,
while i learn that happy no longer is much of an option.because that little key to happiness just doesn't seem to turn the right lock.my dreams and my reality have ceased to fit.it has become such a drag to face another day,yet long for more ahead before D Day comes.i'm stuck in a dimension i wish i wasn't part of.
it comes back to haunt you,again,again,again,
i've become a cynic thanks to the victimization of circumstance.
which is such an unfair statement to make in front of God.
just can't help feeling this way.just can't.....
just can't.
"Don't give in to discouragement..even when you try..but don't succeed. If you are discouraged, it is a sign of pride because it shows you trust in your own powers. Never bother about people's opinions. Be humble and you will never be disturbed. It is very difficult in practice because we all want to see the result of our work. Leave it to Jesus."
-Mother Teresa
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