Tuesday, May 1, 2007

beyond my power


is God's power! i'm suuuper tired out now after having spent the (best) half of my day with rachel ho at the soccer match (which i didn't really care about),meeting her friends (*(: ;)),walking back home,eating dinner,hanging at zwing's house with her awesome cell ppl.my day is fulfilled!


but not as fulfilled if it hadn't been for God's mercy that got my parents to not say anything much when i came home rather late at 11,despite having that not-very-but-quite inspirational A level pep talk that left me,as kumkay defined it immediately,as having to read Max Lucardo's Facing Your Giants.very empowering,as he promised.all i could think of and pray whilst running home when my pa threatened to lock me out was "my God is bigger! my God is more powerful! my God can shut the lion's mouth! my God is going to bring me through this!" seriously quite scared that i wld make my pa angry.but in the end when i called for the door to be opened he was like rather normal and said "oh okay."


oh,okay.


i faced my giant(: my first giant at least.


not bad,God delivered!(:


before i go and sleep in prep for my day of WORK tomorrow,i want to say something extremely important: J2 is like,the shit.just kidding.RACHEL HO IS LIKE THE SHIT.as in,in a good way.i'm so happy we're together baby.HAHAHA.




"She smiles and the whole world lights up in my tired eyes. I'm frowning at
the weight upon my shoulders, but she faithfully puts her hand across them and
the burden's yoke is shared. I am a static creature, incapable of equivocating
the pulsating energy flowing through her. But with her my weakness is our
strength, her liberation is what ties us together. And in the very same moment I
fall and lose faith in everything I've lived for, we're the only hope that floats - straight into the
sky."


-ode to rachel ho<3333


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