today i more or less failed 2.4,again.but it's okay! because now the stress is gone and my commando mode has shifted from pulling off some miracle run to avoiding the teachers who are after me to do a retest.assertive self says no.and,a14 was mighty sweet to me despite me not deserving it since iv been terrorizing them for the past 1.4 years.i mean in a way they did get revenge for all the bad things iv done.like,whipcreaming me when i was trying to figure out which wish i wanted (i have no idea what i really wished for except something stupid for like 1 second),kumkay appearing to everyone's delight to usher me off to the fountain,which i ended up climbing in myself cos quite paiseh if they had to carry me (he pushed me in anyway) and steph caked me (I ONLY TOOK A BITE OUT OF MY SLICE).omg,i cannot believe im saying i love them.
but all in all,today was a confirmation that i am loved back(: as kumkay said the day before,if they didn't care about me they probably wldn bother remembering and pulling anything (despite my whole ordeal/celebration feeling rather retribunal) off for me in the first place.thanks to zwing too for running with me i love you baby (see you tonight!) and i'm so thankful steph/swan/huishuang/mercy/daryl/likuang/royce/eugene/aaron got their just revenge upon me (since i annoy them the most) and that likuang didn't have to go into physio for 5 more years if he had helped carry me.biggest thanks of all,goes to God.kudos to you man.
mmmmmmm,life is good(: 
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