Monday, September 3, 2007

SWP*

studying together is the shit too,but in a good way.

MATHS,GC,Just for US,pink pencil and me.

US.funny how it says 'RABBLE' (rebel) in the background.

haven't blogged in ages.i have as usual,alot of things to rant about but my bed is calling out to me to sleep.last night i pulled an all-nighter.or should i say an all-morninger?because i ended up falling asleep at 8 plus because previous night was BURNT talking to aaron on skype.the hangover by dinner time was so bad.oh well but i slept for only abt 5 hours before waking at 1 (AM) sth and thus decided that i had gotten enough sleep,went back online and warmed up by talking to esmond till 3.and then he went to sleep and i started math full-steam.i am proud to say that i have fulfilled the promise i made to myself to finish first 2 sections (Just for US and The A Leveles) of the 6 chapters in Just For US in a record time of 7 days.that's 130 long and tedious questions on calculus,complex numbers,sequences,functions,p&c and vectors for you.me.us.

sheer determination and perserverance.with alot of prayer that God will help me get the right answer somehow.but i realize that even if i used wrong methods and stuff and made careless mistakes in the process,i uncannily revised things (that weren't even necessary or relevant to the question if i hadn't made previous careless mistakes in my working) that i never could understand.and ended up learning more stuff through the stupid mistakes that veered me off-course.i honestly think God had something to do with it.

i have a lot more to go.i realized the key word for today is 'alot'.yes.that is state of my mugging.alot left to go.not alot done.hahaha.and iv been very incoherent online these past few nights thanks to being glued to the phone answering and asking math questions with my dear class mates,namely swan,aaron,steph and tonight it was mercy dearest.i almost ended up typing stuff about calculus into the conversation boxes i was handling.MC was asking who on earth chats about math.

i said,desperation changes people.

1 week left.
*solved with perserverance. (definition:written next to questions i thought i cld never solve,but did because i bothered thinking.also used to create a false but comforting sense that i am somewhat of a genius)

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