wonderful tonight

yes esmond the song on youtube is very nice.sorry but i have no idea how to find THAT version for you.sing yourself la.

anyway SECRET was what i wld deem,nice in the last 5 minutes.before that it was like wth is going on,this is laggy,this is wasting my sleep time (it's 2 now!) and worst of all the script was like NOT ACCEPTABLE.i would have rejected it.but i did come close to crying.in the last 5 minutes when he found her again after playing that song.i hate UNREALISTIC STORY LINES.this one was WAY OFF REALISTIC.i don't like incorporating fantasy into stories that could make so much more impact being honest and realistic.i think a good story is sth that people can see themselves living,and question their takes on love in their own lives.having an enchanted piano book (oops,spoiler) does not make that cut.for one,i can't even play the piano that well.but of course,i LOVED the piano parts.hated the flirting parts (99% of the dialogue throughout the movie which showed mostly jay chou n The Girl).but being a sucker for guys who play piano (shut up esmond),yes,jay chou forever.

nothing beats poetry of course.which reminds me how i haven't written anything poetic/prose in AGES since mugging for prelims (i realized i mugged for close to 2 months and went on a sabbatical from all things fun).just don't feel that inspired when your brains taken up with chugging information.which i have temporarily QUIT now.totally chugging MOVIES instead.tv.computer.doing nothing.life should always be this way.but going back to the point on writing.i realize that when i'm in the zone/mood i can really write.like,stuff i can't imagine myself writing now,cos my brain has been destroyed by a story like secret and movies like she's the man.but when i get all emo and on the brink of breakdown i compose like the best pieces of prose/poetry ever.i like what i re-read.im proud of what i re-read.zwing says what i write doesn't seem to fully encapsulate the intensity of emotion i go through in real life (as she's gone through with me,many times) but i think she also said sth like i still put it very aptly into words in a manner hard to replicate.i WISH i was a professional.been wishing that since i was 4 years old.it was the first thing i said i wanted to be when my mum asked me.a writer.and i really wrote poems and stories down on paper,it was actually my hobby as a KID.i look back and realize how much nonsense iv been penning down over the years.just that i grew busier and busier and the length of story i could pull off grew shorter and shorter.into just a paragraph of prose.okay this is the worst example of my writing hahaha i'm rambling.

tomorrow/today i'm going to watch shawshank redemption (maybe,if i'm not too scared) in the afternoon and geisha with zwing at night.hooray.maybe i'll be inspired to write.hope i can sleep in and beat that stupid body clock of mine.

okay time to enjoy my sleep now.lots of time for that. ((((: SMILE SMILE SMILE!!!!!